When you are in a place where you're loved you don't struggle to fit in ,you just fit in. You don't struggle to be wanted, you are loved freely. Where you are wanted your spirit is not in rivalry with anyone but at peace. You feel at home and not like an outcast. You don't force yourself to be loved or wanted it naturally comes. Don't loose yourself in the bait of trying to fit in. People with like dreams and passion will naturally embrace you. You can't function well where you are not wanted ,there is difficulty to grow where you are not wanted.
Stop forcing yourself into unwanted zones. Just be yourself and let your ways be right with God. Your struggle to please people won't earn you acceptance unwanted zones are limitations. Love is not forced it comes freely. When you are loved, you will definitely be accepted. Know where you are wanted!